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Anonymous asked : And one more thing. Don't keep all those things to yourself. Feel free to talk to me, I'll be more than happy to shoulder your burdens with you. I'm pretty free most of the time and I'll just end up spending the time stoning off to some distant planet. I'd rather spend that time on you. You're worth it, worth much more than what I can give. Start smiling soon :) |
sorry. for ever burdening you with bloody crap of mine. i dont want you to waste your time. ok. i dont want you to be affected sigh its 12 and im crazy. but i promise that i am ever so grateful for your presence. idk what to do sorry. i love you too. thank you. sleep early. sorry. |
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Anonymous asked : oh my god you are not a bad person i tell you that. stop blaming yourself. you are such a great person. i love you. dont think that way. |
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Anonymous asked : Jun, don't you ever dare give up on yourself. And no, you are not a bad person, in fact, you're one of the best people that I've ever met in my life. I'm not lying just to comfort you or whatever. I'm just stating the plain truth which is so glaring to all of us. Remember, nobody can ever be perfect. Those "perfect" people just hide their flaws better than others thats all. Jun, I just want you to know that I LOVE YOU from the bottom of my heart and it really hurts me to see you like this |
but im so fucking upset with myself. im so darn stupid so disgusting so horrible so. i. I DONT KNOW I JUST WANT TO STOP MY NONSENSE STOP MY CRAP I WANT TO STOP SO DARN BADLY AND I DONT KNOW WHAT I AM DOING I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO IM SO FUCKING USELESS. IM HURTING SO BAD IM STUPID IM SPLITTING APART. and sorry. I AM SORRY sorry sorry sorry. sorry for disappointing you. i dont know. i want to stop i want to die i want to die ok i want to stop i want to stop being like this i want to. whats wrong with me |
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Anonymous asked : So promise me you never will, promise me you will keep your heart strong and your head held high, because this is how much you mean to me and how much I need you in my life. I love you forever and always<3 ( i know this is a really long message but I think you deserve to know that there are people out there who really love you) |
thank you so much for even typing long messages in my inbox (even though the first part is missing :() yknow of course i will continue to try and learn and fall all over again until i am sick to the stomach and go crazy. i cant possibly just die tonight isnt it. but just thank you. i love you too. i need to know who are you please tell me c: |
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Anonymous asked : And please, please, never reject your friends. We might not understand your situation, we may not be able to really put ourselves into your shoes, but we love you all the same and we love YOU for being YOU. You might be the biggest dumbass or the biggest shithead on earth, but it never and never will matter. For I love you 100% for your crazy personality, your weirdness, your laughter, and just YOU. And the last thing I ever want to see is you giving up on yourself. |
(i think there was a message before this but its not in my inbox. what is it about? who are you!) thank you friend even though idk your real identity please tell me. thank you for loving me. um thats a bit weird. for people to like me. but anw i just dont know how to tell people about me. its burdening them. i think. i really want to share but im scared they’ll judge me and stuff like that. :( what if they are busy. what if my negative thoughts affect them too. thats bad. but thank you so much for saying nice things to me. (theres another msg) |
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Anonymous asked : Jun. Can we talk? But my experience is really bad - you're not supposed to even know about it. But well. Please tag? Tag GR for specific. Thanks |
hm? i dont really get it but yes i will tag GR… i can talk to you if you want. i will. dont be shy ok. i’ll try and help you :) |
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Anonymous asked : Jun! I Really Missed You It's A Long Time We Havent Talked :( |
i really miss you too. i miss everyone here. i think we all forgot about each other and its sad. really. |
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Anonymous asked : I've lost a really important and valuable thing. what should i do to overcome it ? |
what thing. if its literally a thing, maybe you should go look for it first. if its really gone, then you have to calm down and stop thinking about it. do something else that will distract you. never ever think about that thing again.
Ask me questions please? |
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Anonymous asked : Happy (late?) Birthday! I suggest you save that piece of writing somewhere safe so you can always access it :) and that was just absolutely beautiful, the way you wrote, and it really touched me. I believe writing will take you far, wherever it may be, and like your sidebar pic says, Tomorrow holds such better days :) I hope your 16th year holds many awesome surprises and through ups and downs you'll grow and be happy~ oh btw, don't forget to change your description ;) Happy birthday Jun. ^u^ |
wowwwww YOU ACTUALLY READ IT (screams) by the way its not my birthday youre 3 months early hahahaha but wow you read it thats crazy. this is so so so sweet thank you so so much :))) actually i dont think i can write, i just wrote what i felt. but still i love you thanks <3333 :)
wanna read? :) here |
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Anonymous asked : There was one time that I had sex with my boyfriend then I thought I was going to be pregnant. I was so paranoid, I almost killed myself by over speeding then hitting my motorcycle in a coming truck. but I didn't. From then, I decided to wait for the right time to things like that. |
WOW. I’M SO PROUD OF YOU. this is insane I’m so glad you didn’t. You are an amazing damn amazing person. Stay strong ok. I love you. That’s a great lesson learnt.
My confession: I w a n t t o d i e. sometimes.
Tell me your confession anon and I will tell one too. |
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Anonymous asked : yup i know! Red line right? I'm from the central part of Singapore. Have a nice day! <3 |
HAHAHAHA OK WHY YOU SO CUTE :) you too ok <33333 |
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Anonymous asked : I love you too. You are just such a nice person. I am from Singapore too! Which part of Singapore are you from? |
no im not a nice person im a bad horrible person i love you. ok im from cck ahhaha if yknow what im talking about ;) |
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Anonymous asked : No offense, but i really find that anon who asked for 500/1000 notes so that s/he won't suicide is being really attention seeking. I mean, if you want to suicide, just do it. Where care about people who care about your suicide? You are just being too nice to these people. |
hello, its ok sweetie. i guess we all think differently. thank you so much though :) to me being attention seeking and seeking solace are different things. im just so glad the anon stayed. i hope they stay happy and healthy now :) i love you. |
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Anonymous asked : Jun, 256 people cared. 256 people decided that my life's still worth it. They still need me here. Thank you for your support. I have been crying reading all your posts about helping me. Thank you, Jun. I seriously am literally crying now. This is it. A new life that's worth all this. Thank you. Thank you. You returned the meaning of life to me. Thank you Jun. Thanks. |
wait. wait. ARE YOU FUCKING SERIOUS. OMFG. YES. I REALLY CARE ABOUT YOU ITS 276 PEOPLE NOW SEE 276 PEOPLE CARE FOR YOU. omg i was so so so so sad and scared because i thought youre still not convinced oh my I LOVE YOU SO GDM MUCH ARE YOU FOR REAL. i still doubt youre that anon omg. BUT YES. i hope you realise i really need you. a lot of people love you. your life is worth it. i fought for it. ok thank god brb crying. this is so shocking i cant ARE YOU REAL |
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